3 months ago
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Emptiness
My mistakes will keep me company
But at the same time, consume my soul
No remedy for this feeling
Just sit back and let it take it's toll
Run it's course till I'm left empty
A heart once warm, turned cold
Precious memories crumble to ashes
From the match I light, to burn it all
I've lost all sense of control
Regrets that I hope to forget
Haunt and leave scars on the walls
Of a vacant mind that was once living
Now, has transformed me into a walking corpse
-C.a.M.-
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Too Little. Too Late.
We're just two lonely souls, who should truly be together.
But we probably won't realize that, until it's too late.
But we probably won't realize that, until it's too late.
-C.a.M.-
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
Hopeless
Verse 1
It was all an illusion, I've seen from the beginning
A desperate hope for those who cope
When you think you should be winning
But in reality, it's just a defense
For those who pose a threat
A silent alarm to counter pain
Installed at your heart's request
Chorus
Hope can be deceiving
When your heart's the one that's grieving
Need to step back and wonder
If what you're after is none other
Than emotions that are real
Or just your heart's way to cope, until
Someone else comes along
And changes how you feel
Verse 2
It was never in the cards, for you & I to go far
So I'm sitting here wondering
Why I even played those odds?
Why I bothered to give chase?
Knowing I'll soon be replaced
That's right
It was false hope, that kept my mind in the race
-C.a.M.-
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I can see right through you
No need to look into your eyes
I know when you're lying
For every lie you've told
What we had was slowly dying
Only thing left to say is good-bye
So spare me your empty words
Promises you never meant to keep
I'd be foolish to forgive
Knowing you're bound to repeat
So I'll make this simple
Enough to realize, I've become resentful
The truth of the matter is
You & I are now deceased
-C.a.M.-
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