Monday, September 28, 2009


An endless road of forgotten dreams
The path of the forsaken, for which it seems
A place where souls gather
To walk up and down the streets
In search of life's happiness
That will in turn bring inner peace
Not knowing the road ahead
Stores heartaches and pain
To reach their destination
You must suffer before you gain
In due time, the chosen will call out his name
From which they will leave, from which they came

-C.a.M.-

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009


Waiting on the moment
For time to sit still
Pain exchange for pleasure
Till I can no longer feel
The cares of the world today
The future has become yesterday
Life moving at a faster pace
Erases my thoughts of past mistakes

-C.a.M.-

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I Dreamt...


I dreamt I died last night
The feeling overwhelmed my soul
Like the feeling you wish you could turn back time
But instead, you have to learn to let things go
I dreamt I traveled to a better place
A scene that was warm and serene
A place beyond this cold, cruel world
No longer having to struggle to live
I've seen the other side
I can vouch there's a heaven above
Never thought I'd see it so soon
Leaving behind the ones I love

-C.a.M.-

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Friday, September 11, 2009

9/11 Tribute x Welcome to Heartbreak City


Verse 1

We grew out of our relationship
Never thought our friendship would meet the same fate
We promised to work things out for the future
And to avoid the same mistakes
Compromise and trust goes out the window
When you're both not on the same page
Too many sacrifices and second chances given
Guess we took more than we could take
Resentment replaced the love in our hearts
We both watched from behind the curtain
To see what we've built fall apart
Like the Twin Towers crumbling down
A pair that seemed untouchable
Until a weakness was found
So what do we do now?

Chorus

"It was all swell. Then it all fell. Just like that, heaven turned to all hell."
-Jadakiss sample from Jaheim's "Diamond in the Ruff"

-C.a.M.-

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009


Days seem to last forever
Inevitable connection amongst friends
Burning passion between two souls
Raging fires from within
No cares in the world
Only thing that mattered was 'them'
A love that felt untouchable
But like all good things, it must come to an end.

-C.a.M.-

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Love no longer matters
That's already been established
Now it's compromise to manage
If we worked things out between us, would our love still be the same?
Only time will tell...

-C.a.M.-

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