It's no use...
I don't want to bother holding on to something, that I know won't last
All the time and energy spent on keeping us together
Just doesn't seem worth the task
When we're both not on the same page
Steady arguing on who's really right
Don't know how much more my heart can take
Maybe it's best, without you in my life
Still I don't want to let you go
We've come so far to call it quits
But if I choose to stay, I'll be torn
Between reality and the love that once existed
Damn I miss it...

-C.a.M.-

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Brain Vs. Heart Round 1

Brain 1st Verse

My minds telling me to leave
Walk away so you can't get hurt
You don't want another heartbreak do you?
Play it safe, before you she leaves you first
Why continue to play the game, when the odds were never in your favor?
Don't be a fool, think rationally!
You'd understand it's not worth to chase her
Plus she's someone elses lady
Why get mixed-up in all of that?
You can't even call it a love triangle
When she never loved you back
Save yourself the grief & disappointment
Those feelings will come and go
Focus on getting money
You're not a lover, you're a hustler
It's the only thing you know...


Heart 1st Verse

Why not listen to me for once?
You know she won't be easy to forget
Why go on living your life as if she doesn't matter?
Fight for her love with no regrets
In the end you know you tried
Even if it wasn't meant to be
"Love is Love" is what's tatted on your arm, isn't it?
Do yourself a favor and act on what you feel
It's true feelings come and go
But to deny them, is to live a lie
Could you really live with yourself questioning, if she could've been your future wife?
Don't worry about me, I'll survive another break
Love is truly a gamble, but you know she's worth it
But for my sake, Just learn from your mistakes...

-C.a.M.-

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Introduction

Welcome to Heartbreak City. My name is Chris and I will be your tour guide for the duration of your stay with us, or at least till you get acquainted with your surroundings. This is the ideal place where one can come to escape the harsh realities of being alone, while trying to cope with love loss. You can say that most of the residents that inhabit this city, have a lot more in common than they think. Keep in mind, this is city is like no other. If you've come in search for an enjoyable spot to vacation with your loved ones, I'm sorry to inform you that you have arrived at the wrong destination. The sun rarely shines around these parts. The majority of the year, the city is shrouded by thick, ominous clouds that seem to engulf the city with no intentions of ever leaving. Though the residents don't seem to object. You can say they have more important things on their mind. You should know up front, there are times in the wee hours of the morning; while the city is fast asleep and the streets are no longer riddled with cars or it's citizens; that you may hear ghostly cries and whispers while you lay in bed. Rest assured, these are not from ghosts. They're simply your fellow neighbors coming to grips with their personal tragedy, while they sometimes roam rampant throughout the dark, desolate streets. Do not be disheartened. This is just part of the process that newcomers must face while getting adjusted to their new lifestyle. It can be quite a culture shock from what others are used to. In due time, everyone finds what they've been looking for. Some sooner than others...

During the tour, you may relate to some of the experiences that are mentioned and may recall your own personal inadequacies regarding love. It's perfectly common to experience repressed feelings during your time with us. Let's be honest. At some point or another, we've all had someone we've adored, break our hearts. I can only hope your visit here brings you closure and helps you move forward on your journey. Whether you're just passing through or presently reside here, I hope you enjoy your stay with us. With that said, let's get this tour started. Shall we?

The road to love
Has left me bruised and scarred
With hopes to one day
I can heal my broken heart
Till then, I'm stranded here
In this restless town
Welcome to Heartbreak City
Where love can't be found

These are my thoughts, a hopeless romantic on his relentless pursuit on finding love...

-C.a.M.-

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